Let me try this again..

"You can never say never/why we dont know when/time and time again/younger now than we were before" ~Never Say Never by The Fray

After reading Deshun's awesome post,
I feel so...small.

So and therefore when you substitute that into the equation,
My post(s) will be like the old the-walkingdisaster.bs.com type.

Had a good time reading Deshun blog,
very well done.
i wonder how he does it?
how?...
how....
how???

anyway,
while Deshun has post intended to make laughing hazardous to your belly,
I was sensitive to some of the things i wrote.

but nevertheless , one of the best so far.
maybe he should get a column in the newspaper and crap in there.
confirm the newspaper company make a lot of money.

lets be random and go to things, the-way-people-call-it, that i dislike:

I dont like people refering to a group of friends as Clique.
e.g. "Hey, thats my clique! *smile and tries to look cool"

then it'll sound funny,
like..lets say you're hanging out with a friend,
then your clique comes,
and then you'll say, "alright, shall be going over to my clique then"
to your friend.

awkward?

i find it...immature.
If there is a special bond between the group of friends,
there's no need to call it a clique.

the irony of clique is that is spilts people up.
a person will be forced to choose which clique you wanna hang out.
then if you hangout with clique A, clique B see you as not a loyal member of the clique.
then hatred boomz out and blahblah,

IMMATURE DONT YOU THINK?

so you'll be asking,
"if you dont call them clique, what do you call them?"

For me, i call them Friends, real friends
not those worthless craps that think friends is about playing dota and blahblah

Only real friends will understand what you're going thru.
And i admit, i dont have many friends.
a handful of them.

and one thing i like about my friends,
we understand each other,
and we will never harbour bad thoughts about each other.

and i'm grateful to be around them.
regardless the period of time i get know them; be it 10 years or 2 years.
regardless their races; The malay guys, the chinese guys.

ohh, you guys should know who you are,
eh shing?

shing will always be the noobest, alongside Samurai.

and clique won't make you look any cooler.



lalalalala,
been searching for ghosts.
nothing really surface actually.
kinda boring and i suggested with these experiences and adventures,
it'll be like training pokemon.

and we call ourselves the 'Mythbastards
consisting of Fadhli, Ismady, Ridwan, Wong Ming, Me.
Chee Sheng part-time worker.

so when you start,
you're at Level 5.
Wongming is an exception; he's level 30.
after 2 nights of adventures,
i've grew to level 8.

my goal is to reach level 100,
where will venture into the cemetry.
provided got transport la.

lalalalalla,

i've made a new companion.
and i've graduated.
i love blink 182
and i love you.

CIAO!'

and how my head does not work like blood in the capillaries....

"I’ll leave when the wind blows / Take a breath and there it goes / I’ll be outside of your window / I’ll pass by but I’ll go slow / I’ll leave when the wind blows" ~The Wind Blows by The All-American Rejects

*puke*
i'm sick from all the stupid chocolate being consume....
OFF TO QUOTE OF THE DAY!
(special edition 2 for the price of 1)

Quote of the day:
" If you wanna get rid of your chocolate addiction, get 3 kg of chocolate and eat it in 1 hour...trust me, it works"

"How a man potrays his 'i miss you' feeling is different from that of a woman. a woman request stuffs from the 'missed' person whereas the guy....he'll beat about the bush before coming clean"

i wonder...
what if one day...
i lose a toe...
issit as painful...
as losing a friend?

bleah,

i guess time ticks at a rate that is so fast,
we dont even realise it.
and when we realise the rate of the ticking clock,
it becomes slow.

what kind of rubbish am i talking?

the topic i'm gonna blah about is about
the feelings protrayed on the face of a WOMAN & a MAN.

let me bring you to a scenario.

a guy, a guy and a girl.
lets name them A, B and C respectively.

so A, B, C are close friends.
but one day, A has to go off to USA in a weeks' time.
and so C cries and request alot of things from A.
takes picture with him and tries to spend as much time as possible with A.

B also will miss A,
B also wants to do what C is doing.
but because B is a guy,
his ego and pride tends to be bigger than the female kind.
so B just do the 'oh, ah, haha',
tries to smile acts as if A was just another friend.
and like i say in my previous post about MISUNDERSTANDING,
he receive in the change of attitude of B as 'Hey, he doesnt seem to care"
and he also acts indifferently.

so what's happening here?
what i'm trying to say here?

rite now,
B DOESNT want to show his real feelings/emotions towards the soon-to-depart A.
because if/when a MAN does that,
he shows his SOFT SPOT, his WEAKNESS.
and believe me, NO MAN would want to show his weakness to another MAN.
whereas a WOMAN prefers otherwise so that the other party UNDERSTANDS what she is feeling.

and this in turn causes the peeps involved,
to get different signals from each other.

and yes,
every single man HAS A SOFT SPOT,
the softie in him,
the part where he cries when he longed for something,
the part where he keeps his emotions in..the unecessary ones
the ones that will exhibit his weakness to the world.
and this part is always locked inside,
and then thrown away.

BECAUSE OF THE HUMILIATION HE MIGHT GET FROM SHOWING HIS SOFT SPOT,
he doesnt even think about it.
and therefore, these make a man...feel like a man.

so when you think, 'hey, its our last day of school and his just acting normal?'
think again.
coz if you can manage to open his soft spot,
then that is the time where his REAL GENUINE EMOTIONS is being potrayed on his face.

and the man that cries DOES NOT make him a lesser man.

that being said,
dont cry all the time la...,
then that will make you a cry baby.
and dont blame me if you're being labelled that.

anyway,
last day of school tmr,
officially...

i want to tell the dogs that, FOREVER IS JUST ABOUT TO BEGIN!!!!

WOOHOOO!!

CIAO!

And I got balls to suck it all up.

"If I'm a bad person, you dont like me.I guess I'll go make my own way." ~Ignorance by Paramore


Green paint!!! Green PAINT!!! get it off me!!!......what?!

my fourth/ring finger got a spat of green paint.
don't ask me how it got there...
to quote of the day!!!/

Quote of the day : "If you feel like slapping someone....just do it. It's better to regret the aftermath of it than regret not slapping that someone."

i find that sometimes.....
people get on my nerves and i tend to....
brush them off....
and when that happens....
i feel bad...
and then i pretend i look sorry to the person...
and entertain the person...
and then it happens again...
and i get turned off.....
its a cycle.
a quadcyclic _______

bleah.

it's time for a change!
let me see.

checklist:
Use hairspray ---check!
drink milk ----check!
go gym ----check!
get my opinions heard ----
take the lead -----
have balls ---(i would love to check this out)
carry my IC wherever i go ----CHECK!
slap Mady face ----CHECK!

it has always been unbalanced for me,
it's either chem or physics,
history or s.s
english or mt
maths or die
blah or bluh
la or lahh
noob or noob shing.

though this is a bad time for catching up on each other social lives,
i think there is a need to fill gaps and holes.
synapse not required!

i guess it keeps getting awkward-er and awkward-er
as time goes by.
and i don't like it...rite wanshing?

what happen back there?
what went wrong?
was it my part?
can i make it right?

can we make it right?
why not left?
why must right ah?

'i left him just to make it right'
INTERESTING!!!

anyway...
mythbusters!!

CIAO!!!!